A horrible dream...

Thursday, December 29, 2011

I dreamed of you waking up in your coffin crying for me, crying for mama with a face of fear...I burst out crying. I hate it. Are you trying to tell me something? Is there anything that I could have done differently to change the outcome of us... Our family forever changed... Oh I love you sweetheart. My heart hurts so bad. Are you not having an easy time up there? What am I thinking? How could you even have a decent time, away from your mama's arms? 2011 is ending, I don't want it to end baby... I don't want to close this chapter... Help me... 

4 comments:

sandiee said...

Hi mommy, i know no words or anything can comfort you now...i just pray that time will pass by faster for you and your wounds be healed faster as well...the emptiness in your heart will stay on for a long while...and the tears will continue to flow...but just dont ever let guilt brings u down in any way...there is no best solution for all things..one can only make a decision that he/she believes will do good to pple ard them...may God bless you with lots of peace and rest...

Mama Joan said...

Oh cyn, i wish i can give u a tight hug nw!! M sure tis dream is nt real, it muz b due to ur missing of lil char during tis period of time... Pls, do learn to b happy, for jase n char, m sure tat wil b wat she want for u!!

Mama Joan said...

Oh cyn, i wish i can give u a tight hug nw!! M sure tis dream is nt real, it muz b due to ur missing of lil char during tis period of time... Pls, do learn to b happy, for jase n char, m sure tat wil b wat she want for u!!

Grace said...

my heart aches for you and your loss.. :( ur loss always make me realise how fragile life is. and to always treasure the ones near us.

 
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