Charmaine did her MRI of the brain on tuesday and MIBG scan yesterday. Its now 930 hrs on thursday morning and she is supposed to be doing her last scans - CT of the chest, abdominal and pelvis.
Dr Kushner just called me on my phone. I've never ever recevied a phone call from him directly. And I heard what I didnt wanted to hear... I had a bad premonition last night and I dont know why. I hate my brain, I do.
He said that they need a bone marrow on her after the CT. I asked him, "Did something turn up wrong yesterday?" He said, "something showed up on her MIBG".
Damnit. I dont know what else to say. I cant continue...
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE pray for Charmaine! PLEASE. I NEED to CROSS the one year mark FREE of that horrible monster. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE... Please let yesterday's results be a mistake. Please let her bone marrow be clear. Please let her CT be clear. Please let everything be good. Oh god, HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME NOW!?!?!
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Be strong for Charmaine. I know how it feels when words of encouragement may feel empty especially when life hasn't been a smooth one when you're dealing with sickness. Keep finding strength in God.
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