I ordered your birthday cake for your 7th birthday
Thursday, July 12, 2012
I cried myself to sleep on Monday...
I cried myself to sleep again Tuesday...
I was too exhausted yesterday... And I just slept...
I finally ordered your favourite cake for Saturday...
And I still can't make up my mind if I am sane or nuts?
This has been another of those tough, difficult, painful and just plain horrible week for mommy...
I love you and this hurts so much... So much that I can't even make sense out of my own life...
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Happy birthday lil char
I have been following your blog for sometime...I just lost my mum to cancer just last 2 months...her cancer was a sudden one.. and when found out.. its already in terminal stage.... the time left to spend with her was so limited... doc says 6 months.. i was happy cos at least i get to spend my bday (in july) with her... but never did i know her condition went downhill so fast that she passed away 1 month plus after diagnosed that her cancer had spread..... and i am feeling exactly like how you feel... the feeling is so indescribable... and tears can just flow down as and when.... and the heart wrenching feeling... Sometimes.. i know i should not be crying cs at least she is not suffering.. but the feeling is easy to say but diff to put into action... i even feel that how come such thing will happen when near my bday... and i have not been celebrating my bday with her for the past 2 years cos i was overseas... so this really hit me hard...even typing this makes my tears just flow down... its the emptiness and pain in the heart that makes it diff to move on sometimes... therefore... i hope that we both can slowly move on ....jiayou...
I have been following your blog for sometime...I just lost my mum to cancer just last 2 months...her cancer was a sudden one.. and when found out.. its already in terminal stage.... the time left to spend with her was so limited... doc says 6 months.. i was happy cos at least i get to spend my bday (in july) with her... but never did i know her condition went downhill so fast that she passed away 1 month plus after diagnosed that her cancer had spread..... and i am feeling exactly like how you feel... the feeling is so indescribable... and tears can just flow down as and when.... and the heart wrenching feeling... Sometimes.. i know i should not be crying cs at least she is not suffering.. but the feeling is easy to say but diff to put into action... i even feel that how come such thing will happen when near my bday... and i have not been celebrating my bday with her for the past 2 years cos i was overseas... so this really hit me hard...even typing this makes my tears just flow down... its the emptiness and pain in the heart that makes it diff to move on sometimes... therefore... i hope that we both can slowly move on ....jiayou...
I have been following your blog for sometime...I just lost my mum to cancer just last 2 months...her cancer was a sudden one.. and when found out.. its already in terminal stage.... the time left to spend with her was so limited... doc says 6 months.. i was happy cos at least i get to spend my bday (in july) with her... but never did i know her condition went downhill so fast that she passed away 1 month plus after diagnosed that her cancer had spread..... and i am feeling exactly like how you feel... the feeling is so indescribable... and tears can just flow down as and when.... and the heart wrenching feeling... Sometimes.. i know i should not be crying cs at least she is not suffering.. but the feeling is easy to say but diff to put into action... i even feel that how come such thing will happen when near my bday... and i have not been celebrating my bday with her for the past 2 years cos i was overseas... so this really hit me hard...even typing this makes my tears just flow down... its the emptiness and pain in the heart that makes it diff to move on sometimes... therefore... i hope that we both can slowly move on ....jiayou...
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